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时间过真快....
那时才要说考试...
现在呢???
还剩两科就要完了....
真的好快哦....
其实我还是很害怕...
担心着考完后，你我的命运会是怎样的...
可能我的疑心病重了点...
每天都在想这想那...
但，告诉自己，有些事是无法想象到的....
天要我们怎样就怎样....
谁都无法改变...
真的好想知道接下来的我们会是怎样的... ( 期待中... )
如果可以不要我想到的那样....

is it can pass??

我...

真的崩溃了...

是压力太大吗？？

最近的我....心情真的很糟....

每天晚上要到很迟了才能睡...

觉得自己真的很弱....

一点点事都挨不过...

但眼泪就是控制不到...

就不自觉的流下来了...

好希望这些事快点远离我...

好让我专心地应付考试....

现在的心情很低....

我不希望什么...只希望一却都能顺利...

让我度过这关....

Happy Birthday To MY MOM...

2010-2010<<< today really is a nice day^^

and aso is my mom's birthday^^
at here say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her...

jst nw our family together go restaurant to enjoy our dinner^^

after tat we jst go my aunt's house to celebrate...
hehe^^
the cake tat buy from my aunt really nice to eat...^^

16/10/2010

today night so many activity... haha^^

first is go my cousin house to eat buffet~

then is go my grandma's house to celebrate her birthday~

by the way, happy birthday to her^^

haha^^ at my grandma there really eat so many thing...

my dad buy 100 of satey and a cake...

me eat jor hav more than 10++ of satay...

then, my aunt buy jor soya bean...

me drink jor half of it....

and eat a piece of cappocino cake...

wa, dun no fat jor how many kg...

haha^^ later wit my uncle them go beach to walk around and see...

until 11.50 like tat jst reach home...

but still can not sleep... haiz... jst wait time pass lor... haha^^XD

My Feels...

finally after trial exam jor~

but still can not relax~

cause need to face real SPM ...

arghh....after it wan go do work jor~

need to earn money le~

and after earn can but anything i like ~ hahaXD

thinking ald feel happy~

but need to face many problem le....hope all can face it...!!
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u know....

u for me really very very important...

day day hope can see u and can talk to u.... ( if can lar )

but in real life, really so hard can do that....

cause we still ...

but dun no why, after that incident, all feel already change...

not even u feel, me also feel that...

is it that thing really so important until can change our feeling??

or i think too much already...

maybe is me feel wrong ba....

but anywhere we trust ourselves that enough...

i think we can face that problem..

hope that unlucky on you d faster get out from your life...

and hope you get a strong and healthy body...

so pity you when see you in sick....

but me also can not do what for you...

just only can remember u to eat medicine and need rest more...

so '遗憾' that me can not take care beside you....

hope everything dun want happen that i think de...

Useless Of Me...

我..真的觉得很没用~

你...再怎么烦...心情再怎么不好...

我...一点忙都帮不上...

真的...真的...很想帮你～

可是却帮不到...

我心情不好时还是很烦时....你都会安慰我...

可是我呢？想帮你可是帮不到...

这样我会觉得很没用耶...

但我还能当你的忠实听众....

把说有心事都说出来...这样会比较好吧...

或许我能帮到你呢...

答应我，什么事都告诉我，好吗？

还有....不要一直说随便你...这样会觉得很随便....

SO STRESS...

haizz~~ exam ah exam~~
u make me so stress, u knw~
everyday mst take the book and k until night~
the movie tat i like aso sacrifice it and go read book~~
but read many aso no use, faster forget it~~
GOD!!! pls help me~ dun let me always think other when exam~
when exam suddenly think others will make me crazy~ cause can not think the answer!!
pls lar~ faster end tis exam lar~ i need to rest!!~
i wan sick ald lar~ alwawys feel wan pengsan~ haiz~~~

hope exam faster finish is better!!~

Ice room again...XD

2010/09/16
tat day go ice room again..hahaXD
but tis time is not with family but go wit friends...
so happy...^^
jst we three ppl but eat many food..
i think me fat more 2kg le lar..
tis few days aso non stop eat...wahahaXD
me feel myself like a pig~ slp eat than eat slp...^^
no wonder somebody say me fat jor.. hehe^^
is time for keep fit lar.... and exam is coming soon..
haiz.... stress is come again..
hope me can revision all lar...^^ + oil lar...XD

these is before we eat...XD

these is after we eat...XD

keeping a good memories wit friend.....

HaPpY bIrThDaY tO mY gRaNdPa

today is my grandpa 80 years birthday...

and celebrate wit he aso...^^

at here jst wan say happy birthday to him...^^

hope he healthy always..^^

and celebrate wit him nxt year...^^

after celebrate we go beach again.. wahaha^^

nice and happy day...XD

今天的装扮是成熟了点啦...哈～不过我自己是不会打扮成这样的....

是我表哥把我打扮成那么成熟..有点不像我吧...haha~~^^XD

Miss u 4ever... My bro....

haiz...... suddenly so miss my bro..
他就这样一声不响地就离开我们两年多了...
有时我在想为什么老天要把他带走啊....
而不是两个都留下来呢？？一定要一个离开这世界吗？？
有时真的在想，如果当初留下来的不是我而是哥的话，现在的生活是怎样的呢？？
会像现在这样呢？还是会更好啊？？
真的觉得自己很没用...说好要顾好爸妈的，感觉呢在气爸妈就有...
很没用吧我!!!整天只会迟睡迟起...一点忙都帮不上....
我妈真的没说错我...我...真的很没用...
有时会在想...如果我离开了这世界...是好事吗？？
老天啊...为什么要把我唯一的哥带走啊??他是我唯一的哥耶...
今生今世不会再有多一个亲哥哥了...
其实我非常的羡慕那些有哥哥的人...因为他们都有哥哥疼...
而我呢？？要都没有...
如果还可以...我可不可以选择两个都留下来啊...??
因为这样我的记忆力才不会有不该记得事....也不会想到那些事就伤心掉泪...
但这已成了定局...谁也无法去改变...
虽然现在感觉上是很幸福....但谁会知道这幸福会维持到几久...一年？十年？还是一生？？
谁都不晓得....只有一个人懂...那就是老天...
如果可以...我可不可以选择是一生啊?? 这样就不必再经过痛苦的事了啦....
如果可以。。可不可以删除掉那些不愉快的记忆啊？？留下当初我和我哥的美好回忆那就够了....
哥啊....现在的你好吗？？？你知不知道我们真的很想很想你....
你知不知道，当我想你时只能躲起来...因为这样能避免妈看到我这样也会乱想起来...
所以平常的我都是笑笑的...这样就不会让人担心啦~~
希望我还能坚持下去...毕竟我答应我哥要帮他照顾好爸妈和弟妹....
bro... miss u 4ever....

tis whole week holiday, day day in tuisyen... two class aso... so tired...
haha^^ but today finally can rest jor...
when receive the message tat send by teacher, saw tat the class cancel jor, so happy^^
because can go out ply le... wahaha..XD
but aso no go where, jst go to the pasar malam to buy my favourite food... popiah~~^^
nice to eat..^^ wahaha

Jst Update ...

today jst hav chance to let me update my blog...
cause before week my pc can not open, wait to repair..
ha, so happy finally get repair and can open le^^
tis few week...hav some day so moody..
cause something make me like tis... but later feel ok le lar..
cause me hav him^^ wahaha..XD

holiday le o... day day wan run two class of tuisyen.. so tired nehxx..
haizzzz......
day day at home not is watch tv than is do homework...
dun no wat can i do le...
jst waiting the time pass... sienzzzzzzzz a.......~~

tis few day, me at fb c dao ppl write d notes... me posts at here share it...^^

女人有时真的好傻：可以为了爱一个男人，而放弃父母给她二十多年的姓，而跟著老公姓，又被冠上"太太"二字；但男人没变。

女人有时真的好傻：可以为了爱一个男人，而早上上班，晚上煮饭做家事带小孩，有工作也有家事的压力；但男人没差，反而多了个赚钱的人和不用给薪的女佣。

女人有时真的好傻：可以为了爱一个男人，而抛下自己的父母， 来照顾那男人的父母；但男人不用。

女人有时真的好傻：可以为了爱一个男人，而宁愿自己挺颗又重又大的球十个月，只为了替那男人生下一个跟男人姓的下一代；还得承受生完小孩后的体质变差、身材变形的后遗症，但男人不用。

女人有时真的好傻：可以为了爱一个男人，而放弃一卡车追求她的好男人，只为和男人长厢厮守，却埋没了最美的青春；但男人却不为青春所惧，反而愈老愈值钱。

女人有时真的好傻：可以为了爱一个男人，而去适应一个完全不同的家庭和面对男人的亲友团批评，女人懂事的试图寻求男人的保护时，换来的是男人不仅没有保护他的女人，反而一起落井下石，在一个女人孤立无援的环境。

男 人啊，若你的身边有这样的一个傻女人时，请当她的笨男人，好好的珍惜她、照顾她吧！别忘了，她不是天生就该来照顾你们全家大小的，女人很单纯也很懂事，只 要当她受伤时，好好倾听她、支持她、保护她，为她拭泪，她就会感动一辈子；更别忘了，当男人年老时或生病时为你把屎把尿的，绝不是已老的也要你照顾的父 母，最有可能的就是从年轻到老，始终在你身边的女人。

so agree to tis...^^XD

Boring Day...

today at school damn so boring!!!!
teacher at front say, me at behind sleep.. haha^^
today so special, cause 1st day at school slp so long..
about two period... haha^^
but aso happy lar, cause somebody...wahaha^^
haizzz... hope tomorrow will be better and hav something good thing happens^^
After school, rest awhile, do homewok, slp later go tuisyen...
so so so tired.. cause today hav two class of tuisyen...
wat a boring day!!!!
today aso the BI class, all no go, only me self at there face teacher....
but aso is a good thing lar, can concentrate on homework...^^
hope dun wan so boring le lar......XD

Today's Life...

today after school back home, rest awhile.....hehe^^XD
after bath and eat, sms till 4 o'clock like tat go do pig le...^^
haha, suddenly giv mom cal say hav friends find me...
tat is sotong and....
me shock and jump up from the sofa.. haha^^
later we go out and go 'guo gang' long gai....^^
so happy, cause can 坐船到对面去...XD so nice^^

monkey c us aso scare a...^^XD

the boat...

me and sotong...XD

sotong look, when driving motor^^fiu fiu...

Nice Day....XD

today hav a nice day wit friends....
4 o'clock like tat wit lele and sotong went to bagan lalang, tat gold coast...
haha^^ go ply ply and eat ice-cream...
feel lika a child o, day day eat ice-cream...XD
but can think back when was a child eat ice-cream...wahaha^^
another happy thing is , me drive car from hong leong to the bagan...
feel so song o^^ haha...
and hav go seri to malaysia to ask the price for one night..hyiak hyaik.....
nxt time can go there wit bf^^ wahahahaha......XD

the view of gold coast

lotus^^

sotong is thinking 15... wahaha^^

lotus is talking with the branches^^ wahaha^^

if really no homework, sure so song de^^

after tuisyen PA, me go yam cha wit yao,tzer, sotong, wendy,vava and ah bu...
we go strawberry...hahah^^

luckly no police o, if not ho sei liao...XD
but some ppl feel not song us.....haiz...........

Friend

朋友。。。

请你们珍惜身边对你们好的人吧。。。

不要再误会来误会去的。。。

到最后连朋友都没得做。。。

其实，真心的朋友并不多。。。

有如我身边两位朋友那样。。。

以前是多么的要好的朋友，连一件裤子都要共私穿（好像有点夸张哦）哈哈^^

而现在呢？？变成陌生人将。。。

因为其中一人的个性突然变到完。。。

而不像以前那样，可以各自分享各自的事了。。。

而我呢？？。。

对一切的事不理不问，因为做自己就好。。。

免得惹出一大堆的麻烦出来。。。

而那些爱说是非的就让他们说吧，毕竟我们是阻止不到的。。。

因为嘴巴是别人的，没理由要拿着抢指着他们叫他们不要说嘛？？对不对？？

哈哈^^ 人就是这样的奇怪。。受了伤才会知觉。。。

还没受伤前，被人怎么劝，都不会相信的。。。

要到了被人弄，才知道自己以前是多么的无知，愚蠢!!!!!

但这也不能怪别人，要怪就怪自己当初的决定。。

才能搞到自己受伤。。。。

现在告诉我自己再也不要那么笨被耍了。。。

也再也不会那么主动去找任何人。。。

除非是特别的事情。。。不然我是不会那么主动地!!!!!!

现在的我再也不想任何事，专心读书最重要 。。。^^XD

在过几个月就要预考了。。。

现在一本书都还没动，都不知要怎样才好。。。haiz……

没办法啦，唯有加油啦…^^

Gambateh^^ u can do it…XD

gambateh neh...^^

Boring Life In School....

tis few month at school so boring...!!!
dun no y....
after exam...
feel like no mood to listen wat the teacher teaching....
feel like so lazy to do homework...
so pek cheh a!!...
but sometimes feel so good because can ply in class^^XD

feel crazy jor^^...

haha^^ we take photo when at school.. some at class^^XD

feel too bored le, so my friend draw ,draw and draw...XD

ICE ROOM

Juz now went to ice room to enjoy my dinner... XD

so song o^^ haha^^

nxt time go again...
go eat ice ice....
yummy ...wahaha^^

the thing we eat....