NEW LIFE!!!!

Long time i didn't updated my blog ald..
since today a bit free, so come and write out something...
Now, i basically stay in a new environment independently..
sometimes really feel very very very alone and feel nobody will come to help u..
Sometimes, i will sad until cry  with my pillow...T.T
Really very very suffer on it...
And nowadays very very busy and now ald adapted the new environment but still feel very sad on it..
i dunno y.. mayb feel no best friends around u and talk with u...
how i hope i can back to the past...
really many things that we cannot expected..

And for him..
i aso dunno what happened between us..
now i just want to focus more in my study...
hope in the future we have the chance to back together...
Gambateh to myself!!! 

I MISS U... DADDY T.T

although daddy pass away almost 1 month..
but sometimes still think that why this things will happened?
i still cant believed...
why? why? why?  
i miss my daddy a lot...><
he brings a lot of sweet memory for us..
he really was a very good father...
y the god still wan bring him go so early?
after my dad gone, it really brings a lot of changes to our home...
our life become more harder suddenly...
my mom continued my dad work...
and her skin become more dark now because of the sun...
so pity to her....
daddy, y u wan so fast leave us?
we still wan go travel together, celebrate together...
but now cannot ald...
all dream cant come true ald...
i miss u daddy...

I love U ... daddy... (the words always cannot say out to him)
very regret like now......     

The last pic we take photo together...

❤

在爱情世界里...
或许没谁对谁错...
谁都不能怪谁...
但有时都会有负面的想法...
想着是不是对他没感觉了，不爱了？
但凭着自己的感觉...
或许这些只是一时自己的想法...
对方的想法唯有自己问了才知道...
但问了未必得到想知道的答案...

So nervous now...
Cause later is listening exam...
And now i really dun no want to study wat... >< 
My listening really worst... 
Hope god will wish me...
Hope i can do it... 

dAtInG tImE...❤

昨天晚上，和dear一起去看电影...
好看又刺激...
好几次都被吓到...
我们也好久像将两个人一起去看戏了...
太开心了...
等新戏上映再去看...

Who interests can go and watch it.. very nice movie...❤

Xiao Venessa

HoLiDaY fOr 3 dAys...❤

fiu fiu...

waiting for my DAD to fetch me go home...^^

haha^^ finally can go bek for holiday...

but only 3 days holiday...

not enough...

tis week so busy for finish assignments...

finally can relax...

a MeSsAg3 fOr U....

对不起，因为我的粗心...

对不起，因为我的鲁莽...

对不起，因为我的小气..

对不起，因为我爱吃醋...

对不起，因为我的不谅解...

对不起，因为我的不信任...

我知道每次我会为了一点小事而发脾气...

但，过后你都会原谅我...

很多时候，我都会误会了你...

但， 知道后我都会觉得很不好意识...

每次，每次的误会...

你都会解释和我说是什么事...

不过，有时还会发脾气...

老实说，不知道为什么...

有时，我会想我该不该放弃？？

原谅我会有将的想法...!!

可能因为一直听了家人，朋友一直在说你...

才会有这种想法...

一想到要是放弃你，可能会很痛苦吧...

因为你可以说是我的最爱...

也是在一起最久的一个...

可能最近谈了很多事...

感情也好了很多...

但，有时你说的开玩笑....

我都把它当认真...

结果，搞到自己很心痛...

流泪都不想给你看到....

觉得自己太容易掉泪了..

一点小事，我的泪都会忍不住的流下来...

每次你都会说我爱哭...

这，我承认...

也不是因为关心你...

你常说我不信任你....

每次说要做的事，没做到时，还不是原谅了你...

觉得自己太过心软了....

也可能因为怕你不理我...

我是不是太过投入了??

你的一句‘你还是不了解我’ ...

果然让我再次的觉得心痛...

想到就很想哭...

我真的还是不够了解你吗??

我不知道...

或许吧...

我只能说只好相信自己吧...

路是自己选的...

只好自己走下去....

虽然是这样，但还是会爱着你... Mr.Lien ❤

Finally...♥

Finally i can go inside to the Sepang Gold Coast...

And this tie is my cousin bring us go... hehe=]

Quiet challenge because we act as tourist wail inside..

Luckily they no found out we just a visitor... haha=]

We walk to the swimming pool there...

There are many foreign ppl...

Because of dark night, so hardly to take the beauty view...

So, we say next time we come again but wan early a bit...^^

We having our dinner at restaurant near the beach there...

Is is a puasa day so less ppl was taking dinner and we aso not nid wait so long...

And one thing most happy is...

I finally can try to race car.. hahaha=]

So fun and nice...^^

Look like really racing car with my dad and brother...♥

Opps.. Is me...^^

Take pic with my cousin...^^

My dad go to play tis...~!!

Have Fun With My Friends...♥

Last weekend, we have fun with my friends...

Cause three of them come to my house for 3 days 2 night holiday... haha=]

So enjoy on it...^^

Friday after 4 p.m, my dad come fetch us...

And that day nothing special and my mom cook curry chicken for them...

Sat morning, i bring them to S2 Jusco..

I fetch them by car!!

So proud i can fetch them to there... haha=]

And we enjoy movie 'Ice Age 4'...^^

So funny... and nice to watch...

After that, go home and night have dinner and go pasar malam...^^

Next morning, bring them go for 'BAK KUT TEH' as breakfast...

They sure so happy cause long time din eat such of this food...

And in the evening, we have photo capture at Sepang Gold Coast...

We take so many nice pic...^^ like it like it...♥

Night, we went back to hostel...

Xin Yi still say dun wan back,,, funny lar she...^^

Pei Jing say she miss my bro so much... haha=]

Sim say she so miss my mom's dish...^^

b4 go in to cinema...=]

crazy take photo in my house...^^

Photo Capture in Sepang Gold Coast...^^

CuT hAiR aGaIn...❤

dun no tis time is how many type i say cut hair ald...><

hehe=]

my hair really half of that already dry...==

so my cousin help me to cut it...

and this time cut so many...

and very short for me...><

if he help me set it really look very nice..

but now go school and cant set again..

look so messy...><

hate it...><

look like crazy gal.....

oh my god@@

i wan fast fast treatment my hair...

who can help me?? @@

after i cut my hair and set it...❤